Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Crappy Day
Its only 9:30 am and I am already having a crappy day, how does that work? Why can't everyone just pull their own weight and work as a team?? Its not that I'm doing it all, not by a long shot, but the improvements I'm trying to make for the FAMILY and HOUSEHOLD are not being kept up by anyone but me, its makes me want to quit again! Support is key and I don't feel like I have any right now, around here anyway. I can't quit though, it would make me crazy, I tried that before and it didn't work to light a fire under anyone's butt so I'm out of ideas. I'm resolved to do what I can and the rest will just have to wait until another day. So a warning and apology ahead of time if you come to my house: its a mess but its getting better, its not dirty just cluttered, I try to put my kids and family before an orderly house so if thats a problem we'll meet somewhere. I am learning and we're in transition to an orderly home but its a learning process for all 5 of us which is going to take 5 times longer than if it were just us. Thanks for letting me rant. Encouragement is always welcome since its usually pretty scare. Pray that anyone who reads this has a blessed NOT crappy day!
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I think that things start with a team. Don't force it but don't let it get out of hand. You've never been one to give up. Because you persevere (sp?) through things with prayer on others, do the same in your life. We just talked about this last week and you have to make a stand for your family (& yourself) that it stops. DON'T GO 'ROUND THE MOUNT AGAIN! We love you and that doesn't change whether you have a messy house or not (Lord knows if that was the case it may have not developed into a friendship like this)
Encourage yourself and don't seek it from people (and not from us a lot because we'll just tell you what we see) you can do it.
Love you (HUGS)
the joy of the lord is your strength
=)
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