Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Mayo or no Mayo?

So I've been feeling yucky off and on for a while now but things have been getting steadily worse lately. The hours of feeling good which really means "normal" are getting fewer and farther between.  I am tired of being tired and lethargic and weak! I am just ALL DONE with this! Matt finally made me go to the doctor today and guess what, they had a cancellation so I got in right away. Well, when I showed up, the doctor got called out and never came back. Ce la vie. So after waiting for two hours I re-scheduled for tomorrow and came home.  Hoping and praying for some answers tomorrow so that I don't have to go to Mayo.  A lot of family members, including my wonderful husband, think I should just go to Mayo and get totally checked out and fixed since there have been so many issues the last year or so.  I would love to just go to Minnesota and get checked out and fixed BUT......I have three small children, Matt has school for his teacher certification coming up, Noah is about to graduate from Kindergarten, the babies aren't babies anymore, I have school, I need to work more, and I need to be available to interpret at church.....the list goes on and on and on!  What am I supposed to do?  So I have come to a decision, effective immediately, all of these things, especially this "feeling yucky" because I am NOT sick, are going in the God box. In case you don't know what the God box is, its a proverbial box that I put worries, stresses, etc. in in order to give them to God and get them off of my chest, and shoulders.  LORD you decide, should I stay or should I go?  I'll let you know when HE answers......

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